Why are they quittin'?

Just this morning before I left the school,half of my close friends in school finally decided to withdraw our Math 51 subject. And in that case, they are all gonna quit IT already. Because we have taken this for a second time around.

I don’t get it why they easily quit when I know they could still cope with their grades :| Even to myself, I can really say that I’m just not in 50:50 cycle, but really in a no HEART BEAT situational. But I’m not losing hopes and I am even hoping for a miracle to get alive again.

But why ‘em? when they can all do better than I am, though. :( It’s so disappointing. I can’t understand the feeling right now. I’m having wander already. And I just don’t wanna quit this fight. Cause it will only prove to myself that I am not as what my uncle’s expectations. It crashed down my heart right now.

People are quitting.. They say it with a confidence that they can never push through just because of our new Professor who replaced our first Professor who was on leave right now. though, I am just hoping that God will move her heart next to mine. Cause I just really need a mercy from her. :(