Why are they quittin'?

Just this morning before I left the school,half of my close friends in school finally decided to withdraw our Math 51 subject. And in that case, they are all gonna quit IT already. Because we have taken this for a second time around.

I don’t get it why they easily quit when I know they could still cope with their grades :| Even to myself, I can really say that I’m just not in 50:50 cycle, but really in a no HEART BEAT situational. But I’m not losing hopes and I am even hoping for a miracle to get alive again.

But why ‘em? when they can all do better than I am, though. :( It’s so disappointing. I can’t understand the feeling right now. I’m having wander already. And I just don’t wanna quit this fight. Cause it will only prove to myself that I am not as what my uncle’s expectations. It crashed down my heart right now.

People are quitting.. They say it with a confidence that they can never push through just because of our new Professor who replaced our first Professor who was on leave right now. though, I am just hoping that God will move her heart next to mine. Cause I just really need a mercy from her. :(

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wondering if what i’m going to get someday on my elective subject. I’m still thinking right now, well probably i know God will really let me finish with this. I am actually planning to build my own site though it would still be under the rights of the website maker. But what I am trying to say is that I want to design my sites just like what I did when I was in my fourth year highschool. I made this project for my twin sister.. come and visit this dull site Well, i really wanted to polish this though, but Im starting to forget every steps of the process :( But anyway, I’ll really make time to do it next time. And hopefully by that time I’ll be full in spirits of doing such. ;p something that makes me want to be a WEB DESIGNER someday?